TITLE: Can't
AUTHOUR: jennytork
FANDOM: Supernatural
CHARACTER: Sam Winchester
RATING: PG/K+
WARNINGS: None
WRITTEN FOR: "Sleepless"
SUMMARY: A glimpse into Sam's chaotic mind as his hallucinations make him unable to sleep.





CAN'T

I need to sleep.

I have to sleep.

don't listen don't listen he's not real

I know what's going to happen to me. I know Dean knows what's going to happen to me. I've seen the looks and I've seen the research.

If he's worried enough he's doing research, then I know this is bad.

ignore him just ignore him you're out you're not there anymore

I have to told it together. I have to stay calm and collected.

Dean needs me.

go away shut up just leave me alone

It gets a little worse every day that I don't sleep.

stone number one dig at the scar feel the pain pain is reality you're not real

But it's kind of hard to sleep right now.

go away shut up you're not real

Dean needs me. I have to...

shutupshutupshutup

I have to sleep.

.....please....

I have to recharge. Somehow.

....please, God, help me....

I have to sleep.

please I can't I can't I can't

I can't.

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