Author:
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe (prim. Captain America & the Avengers)
Characters: Sharon Carter (POV), Steve Rogers
Pairing: Sharon Carter /& Steve Rogers, past Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers, Peggy & Sharon Carter, (additionally but less significantly: Steve Rogers & Tony Stark, Sharon Carter & Natasha Romanoff, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff & Sharon Carter)
Length: 700w
Rating: T
Summary: Well, he was nothing if not consistent.
Notes:
A) For Challenge #125: Scales +
B) I don't (??) ship them, but this turned out strangely shippy (???).
It feels markedly odd, sitting on a piano bench in such casual clothing.
Sharon usually reserves her displays of such talents for more formal occasions, but she's long since learned that nothing remains usual in an agent's life for long.
Not that anything had ever been usual in her life.
One of her slippers starts slipping off her foot as soon as she presses down onto a pedal, and she fumbles a few notes trying to keep it in place. At least, in Steve Rogers' living room, no one's about to laugh at her for something so small unless she laughs first; he probably can't even hear her right now, busy enough tucking the exhausted Natasha into bed.
Wait, so why is she still playing? She'd been playing for them, she remembers - Nat had goaded her into it.
The sound stops more aggressively than she expects when she drops her hands from the keys.
"A woman of many talents," Steve suddenly appears at the edge of the hallway leading off the living room down to the smaller rooms of the apartment, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed over his broad chest and one of the tee shirts he only owns because apparently men's clothing sizes were different in the forties.
"Captain Rogers, are you flirting with me again?" she teasingly scolds.
"No, no," he replies in a similar tone, but his head drops. Steve probably doesn't realize it, but that's his tell. She'll keep that information to herself, for now.
"Just making an observation, neighbor."
"You can call me Sharon, you know. Agent Carter if you really need to keep it formal."
"I'm not gonna call you Agent Carter," he says, failing to keep his expression between embarrassed, neutral, and horny.
She knows how it is (and how to play it - not that she's playing particularly hard...it's just a habit.)
"Sorry. I should stop suggesting it."
"It's not like everyone else will stop saying it. I'm gonna hear it anyway."
"Well, believe it or not, kind sir, I would prefer you regularly referring to me by some applicable name. You're having me over for dinner with you and your girlfriend, I think you can-"
"She's not - why does everyone think Natasha's my girlfriend?" he sighs frustratedly, and despite his wording he's clearly more concerned about her thoughts on the matter than someone else's. She cocks an eyebrow.
"I think that's a question you need to be asking yourself, Captain."
He takes the answer how she gives it - he doesn't even scoff at her tone.
That's America's most jet-lagged superhero ever for ya.
"It was just...the way Steve was," she remembers her aunt telling her wistfully, proudly, sadly. Well, he was nothing if not consistent.
"Okay, then. Next question," he says after a moment - now his tone is more neutral, almost teasing. Hmm.
"How'd you get so good at that?"
"At...the piano?"
He nods. "My mom tried teaching me when I was a kid. I never managed to learn more than a couple scales."
"Just...a shitton of practice, I guess. Oh, shoot, sorry, I forgot I'm not supposed to -"
Steve groans. "One of these days I'm going to get around to shooting him for that."
God, he could take things so seriously sometimes. Unfortunately, that wasn't something Aunt Peggy had told her about - and Sharon was confident she knew why.
"Could be worse," she says, and her voice comes out more solemn than she'd like it to. "It's not exactly easy being the niece of SHIELD's founder, even discounting anything else she did with her life. Well, I guess that's not worse, I don't mean to minimize -"
"You're not. I'm well aware the language joke is a minor deal compared to anything else I've been dealing with. It's just...it's another reminder that I don't belong here, you know? Every time I think I'm getting the hang of the 21st century something comes along to bite me in the ass."
She lets the silence linger - they both need it. By the time she decides it might be a good idea to say something, though, she doesn't know what to say.

Comments
By which I mean I cried a lot because Carter lady feels.An attractive onion. The prettiest onion you've ever seen. I'm gonna shut up about onions now lmao. Again, thank you :)I love the interaction between Sharon and Steve. I don't ship them (it feels strangely incest-y to me) but I can see him keeping her close bcoz, in a way, she is his only connection to the woman he loved.
Yes, I get that feeling too. Which is made weirder by the fact that I have actual incest ships but then any relationship that seems really familial or something like this I can't get behind. It's strange. But yes, a) she'd remind him of her even if he didn't know the connection, b) he can feel more like he knows someone from the past since she of course knows her aunt, and c) she's how he can get official confirmation that Peggy was happy and lived a good life. He wasn't there for the majority of it, but Steve is the kind of guy who like, is accepting of the fact she moved on and fell in love again and had a family etc. And I hate that a lot of fandom doesn't really get with that. It's because they want manpain and men "standing up for the girls" and shit like that regardless...I won't go off on that. *ahem*
Again, thank you! I'm glad you like it :)
Maybe bcoz I really can't see Steve with anyone but Bucky, but I really hate it when some people can't see how or why Peggy would/could've moved on after the Valkyrie crash. It's especially worse when they try to make Daniel into the bad guy... like, yeah I know he's an "interloper", but, c'mon! Steve is, for all intents and purposes, DEAD. You can't expect her to forgo that part of her life and turn into a nun just bcoz you can't see her with someone else...
Same with the way people villify Mary from Sherlock, or hate on the people Rachel (or Lea Michele) from Glee dated after Finn (or Cory)...Edited 2015-07-13 05:18 am (UTC)
In like a Steve-didn't-"die" world, where all went well and he survived (and hypothetically Daniel didn't lose his leg, esp - I couldn't deal with like, both of them in the same room at that era, even though that would actually be really interesting because they both respect her and boundaries so much) I can see Peggy and Steve staying together, at least for a while. I ship Steve with
too many peopleBucky, Sam, and Tony. Steve/Tony isn't an OTP though - I just like their dynamic.BUT REALLY LIKE DANIEL IS A HERO OF THIS STORY
DANIEL IS THE HERO OF MY HEART TBHAnd he's so respectful about the whole thing?? Like even when he had his heart totally broken by her he only got angry but not catty about it, like Thompson with his whole Howard thing. (Although I do actually think that until he reeeally starts believing in her he's gonna think that. And Daniel kind of does, but it's more of an "I automatically agree with information that lets me continue to think I cannot meet the standard of her affections" thing than like...actually thinking she likes Howard or would need to go to bed with him to achieve anything she has. And even not wanting to push isn't just like an "oh shit the standard has been set by captain freakin america". it's about him, STILL DEALING WITH HIS OWN WARTIME LOSS, realizing that it's not going to go quickly or easily. This wasn't a way-too-soon proposal and a breakup HER BOYFRIEND LITERALLY DIED. And he wants to help her heal but at the same time he's not really able to help himself so it's a bit convoluted right now.
Peggy has so many holes in her emotional life, and a lot of people (ugh) kind of think like a checklist...bfff? check. sidekick? check. boyfriend? check....and once they decide who they want in each spot they can't actually absorb what's happening to her.
I ship her with Angie too - but only with Angie, Daniel and Steve. And Daniel/Peggy is THE OTP.
It's also a sexist thing - she's the protag in AC and the hero of Cap 1, but Marvel wants us (and successfully has most fans) far more invested in Steve. And since Steve is still, of course, pining (cos for him ITS LITERALLY BEEN LIKE TWO/THREE YEARS OKAY HE WAS TAKEN OUT OF TIME AFTER LOSING HIS BEST FRIEND AND FALLING IN LOVE AND THEN HE WAKES UP TO FIND HES IN AN EXTREMELY DIFFERENT ERA AND THE GIRL HE STILL LOVES BECAUSE HE WENT IN THE ICE LIKE YESTERDAY IN TERMS OF HIS CONSCIOUSNESS OF HIS LIFE HAS ALREADY MARRIED AND LIVED AN ENTIRE LIFETIME AND HAS ALZHEIMERS LIKE ID BE PINING TOO and so many people are like, blaming her for his emotional distress and it's just like...no. that's not how that works. please stop.
AND MARY OH MY GOD DONT EVEN and the Glee thing....that's just...gah. SO MUCH HATE AND UGH. I mean, I feel like I see it differently, because my mum died when I was pretty young, and my father started dating maybe less than a year after that? with my stepmum (who'd also lost her husband, they actually met in a loss and healing group lmao i love telling this story) and like, this is by far the healthiest relationship of any kind that my dad has ever been in?? Like sure I "ship" my parents, I wish they were together...but they're not. They can't be. And honestly since both my "current" parents had good marriages I legit think that the two spouses they lost are like, having coffee together in Heaven or something. IDK.
I became and remain quite emotional about all of this as you can see. Thank you for allowing me to rant. (Not that I like, asked for permission, but yeah...)
Steve/Tony is, incidentally, one of my NOTPs (for no particular reason tho', I just don't like them together)... lmao! Along with Nat/Bruce, but that's not because I didn't like their dynamic together, but bcoz by the time AoU came out, Nat, the only female Avenger, had been in sexual situations with all the male Avengers (expect Thor, but that's only coz Thor wasn't on EARTH!) and it felt like they were just pandering to the Brutasha shippers... Hell if there'd been any build-up to it, like even a throw-away line in TWS when she kisses Steve, or her wearing a mini-Hulk around her neck instead of Clint's arrow... but nope! It just came out of nowhere... like, I didn't agree with Jeremy and Chris calling BW a slut/whore etc. but yeah, I said the same thing when I saw that Bruce/Nat had been made canon...
I agree with everything you said about Daniel. I haven't seen Agent Carter (yet!) but I have heard nothing but amazing things about it.
I have mixed feelings about Steve... like I sympathize with him coz he is literally picked from his time and set into this new fangled world which is, but not really, his own. But I also dislike him coz he comes across (at least in Avengers) as too much of a Mary Sue, whereas TFA/TWS portrays him as a good man trying to do the right thing... and not always succeeding. I don't really see him as a flawless HERO Marvel tries to shove down our throats...
My parents, who are Kurt and Blaine personified, have never been separated or divorced, but growing up in THAT environment, I'd rather people move on and find love again, rather than stick with idea of "first love/one true love" when the whole thing is toxic as hell and falling to shit around you.
Yeah, I don't like it as much as a lot of people do, but I do have a soft spot for it. At least, in certain ways. There's a lot of (actually, fairly consistent) mischaracterization of both Tony and Steve, so people mess it up really easily and really often. And I don't like Nat/Bruce just for a lot of reasons lmao, including that it was out of timeline. Not even just out of character but like...there were literally no hints. Like they hint to Clintasha and then BAM oh look they brought in CLint's comicverse!wife (whom I adore, but that's neither here nor there) and then Nat is crushing on someone else. AND ITS ALWAYS HER CRUSHING ON THEM. HER NEEDING THEIR SUPPORT. LIKE GET OUTTA HERE MARVEL HAVE YOU MET YOUR OWN DAMN CHARACTER. (Clint is the only dude I can ship her with romantically.) And don't get me started on the actors because I don't even know where to start.
You should watch it!! If you have time, obviously, and all that. AND YOU WILL LOVE IT.
It will hurt but you will love it.Steve, ironically, is one of the most terribly and inconsistently characterized heroes in the Verse. Some of these people do not know how to write complex characters and/or make up their minds about shit. It's actually legitimately tragic. (And the Avengers movies, they wanted him to be "the perfect one" compared to the others, who'd all effed things up and its like he literally is living with survivors guilt do you think you can do nothing with that BECAUSE I CAN PSSH)
The Klaine deal also is tragic. I ignore that like...the majority of Glee even happened tbh. And I agree wholeheartedly.
And with Peggy, like...how out of character would that be? To just pine over and actively mourn Steve for the rest of her life? Never letting herself readjust to WHY SHE ENLISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE WELL BEFORE STEVE ROGERS CAME INTO HER LIFE like...gosh you hate female characters don't you Marvel if you're suggesting that. (And like, the major reason they decided on the whole husband thing was for Steve's manpain. Which as much as I like that, especially now with Daniel around...eww. And no matter what, he'd be incredibly in pain. He'd actually feel worse if she hadn't moved on, hadn't been happy...
It comes down to me being a writer mad at other writers, mostly, tbqh.
THEY HAVE ONE JOB
Edited 2015-07-14 02:44 am (UTC)