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9-1-1: Fan Fiction: Relax & Let Go
Title: Relax & Let Go
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Explicit Sex
Fandom: 9-1-1
Relationships: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard
Tags: Established Relationship, Tommy Has A Big Cock
Summary: Buck knew he had to relax, but that was too big to fit.
Word Count:
Author Notes:
Buck let Tommy take him down onto the bed as they kissed. He didn't push back as he had the last few times, putting Tommy on his back on the bed. No, he just stared at Tommy as he smiled down at him before kissing him again. It was the kind of kiss that made Buck feel like he was drunk. It was the kind of kiss that had turned Buck's head the first time that Tommy had done it.
Getting his legs around Tommy, Buck kissed him back, trying to make him feel just as drunk as Buck felt. Their dinner had been here, Tommy cooking with Buck's help. There had been a lot of kisses then as well, with them almost burning parts of the dinner because they didn't want to stop kissing.
Buck tried to keep Tommy kissing him, but instead, Tommy pushed up on his hands and just stared at him. Tommy smiled as Buck tried to pout at him to get his mouth back on him.
"What do you want?" Tommy asked.
"More kissing."
"I know more kissing," Tommy said, a little brat in the tone. "But after that? Frottage again? Hand job? Oral? Anal? Just my fingers inside of you and making you see stars."
Buck swallowed because that had been a good night. When Tommy had done that, it felt like he had seen stars when he came. He had played with his prostate before, but there was something about someone else's fingers being buried in him and getting him off that had set him off.
They had done everything but one thing. Anal. Sort of. Buck had fucked Tommy not too long after they had gotten together. It wasn't that Buck didn't want to have that kind of sex. He had been pegged by women before. He had a period where it seemed that he found the women who were into that in every single town that he had moved to. Yet, there was one thing holding him back from letting Tommy have him that way.
One very big thing.
Tommy's cock.
Buck wanted to do it, but then he chickened out when he was put on the spot because Tommy had one of the biggest cocks that Buck had ever seen. Flaccid, the thing was huge, erect it was...Buck wasn't sure how Tommy had any blood left in his brain when he was hard.
"I see what you are thinking about, and just like every other time, we never have to."
"I want to. I am not afraid, not really. I just..." Buck wasn't sure how to put into words what he felt when it came to having that cock inside of him. There was a party that was afraid it was too big for him to get enjoyment out of it like he had the slimmer dildos he had before. Those had been a lot of fun, and he had reveled in being fucked like that. There was a small part of him that was afraid that he would love it so much that no one else would ever compare, and if he and Tommy had ended, he would have had something he couldn't have again.
"hard to put into words? How about we go slow? I'll start with my fingers and work up on them."
Buck nodded and reached up to cup the back of Tommy's head and pull him down again. They had to work themselves up again, or at least Buck needed to work himself up again because the talk had made his passion lessen a little bit.
"Relax," Tommy said.
"I will if you kiss me," Buck said.
Tommy chuckled but pressed his lips to Buck's mouth and waited just a few seconds before swiping his tongue across Buck's lips, asking for permission. They kissed again, their passion rising. Buck couldn't help the touching that he was doing. He needed to touch. There was so much that he loved about touching Tommy.
The added bonus was that Tommy started to work on getting them naked, tugging on things here and there, getting up, and breaking the kiss only to take off his shirt. They kept going until Tommy was still in his jeans while Buck was naked under him. Buck looked at Tommy's jeans as they both lay there panting.
"I need something to help me keep control. I went without underwear tonight, though. So, I'm closer than you think to being naked." Tommy sat up on his knees and reached over for the lube and condoms.
Buck reached out and took the condom from him, putting it back where it belonged. They had gotten tested early in the relationship when they both wanted something monogamous. Buck had never gone bare like that with someone until Tommy. With women, there was just too much of a chance of pregnancy if something went wrong with the cycle tracking or birth control. Taylor had been too scattered sometimes to take the pill, and she was late or early in taking it, which meant gaps in coverage.
"I wanna feel it." Buck swallowed at the look of hunger in Tommy's eyes at the idea of getting to fill him up. "If we get that far."
Tommy nodded, and he kissed him again, making Buck ache for the feeling of Tommy on top of him again, so he pulled him down and tried to get him to push more into him.
The snap of the lube cap had Buck shuddering, and then Tommy was moving him, getting his leg up and out, opening Buck up for him. Tommy kept on kissing him, so the fingers missed their mark a little, making Buck laugh into the kiss.
Sex was a lot of fun with Tommy; they laughed and had fun while they had sex. It felt good. It felt like they were building something.
Tommy pressed two fingers into him; the stretch was there, but nothing he wasn't used to. Buck made himself relax as he was filled with those fingers. He groaned when Tommy got them all the way inside of him, brushing his prostate with a knowing touch.
Buck broke the kiss and panted, his body aching for something that it wasn't going to get for a while. Buck sunk into the feel of the fingers inside of him, knowing that Tommy was much, much bigger. He groaned when he felt his body giving in to what Tommy wanted and relaxing more. Tommy pulled his fingers free, and he pushed back in with three.
"More," Buck said.
"I will when I'm ready, Evan."
Buck whined a little but wasn't aiming for Tommy to go fast. Tommy used his free hand and gave Buck a light tap on his hip.
"I should put you on your hands and knees and really work your hole open that way before putting you on your back again when I split you open with my cock."
Tommy's verbal foreplay was on point, just like everything else when it came to sex with Tommy. Buck could only swallow and nod at the idea of being fucked by him. he was so aroused that he would say yes in this instant to being fucked by him.
The only answer that Tommy gave was to get up and let Buck get himself to his knees before Tommy pushed him down. Pushing with a firm hand to his back until he was down on all fours. Tommy spread his legs just a little more, putting more pressure on Buck's arms to keep him in place but opening his ass just a little more.
The first two fingers traced his hole and pushed in just a little before coming back a little more slick. The pressure and angle were different and Buck loved it. He dropped his head and let it all wash over him. He let himself feel, not letting his head get the better of him.
Tommy fucked him with two fingers for a long time before he pulled out and pushed back in three, keeping them spread wide instead of making them into a cone shape, but Buck's ass took it. He wasn't sure what he was going to do about all of this, but he wanted it. He wanted the feel of being fucked open by Tommy's cock, at least now that the girth of it wasn't visible, and he wasn't thinking about it outside of the nebulous cock that was going to go inside of him.
By the time Tommy was working four fingers inside of him, Buck was right on edge. He wanted to get it over with. He wanted to be calmer, and he wanted to be settled down. He wanted Tommy inside of him, and that connection bloomed inside him.
There was only so much that he could take with this. He wanted to have it, and he wanted to keep going.
"ready?" Tommy asked.
Buck made a noise that was supposed to be a yes but it came out some mangled thing that he had no idea what it was. Yet, Tommy took it as an affirmative because he pulled his fingers free of Buck's ass. Buck dropped down as soon as the fingers were free, and then he rolled over onto his back, looking up at Tommy. He felt drunk, even more drunk than he had from Tommy's kisses.
He was fine. Right until Tommy squirted lube into his hand and then started to spread it on his cock. Buck realized that at some point when he had been on his hands and knees, Tommy had gotten his jeans off. He could see Tommy's cock jutting out, slick with lube, a lot of lube at that. More than Buck would have used, but Tommy was used to his cock and how much lube was needed. There was nothing that Buck could do but stare at it like it was going to bite him.
The only snake that he could think about was an anaconda which he had heard men use to refer to their cocks before. Still, Buck just stared. Tommy waited until Buck nodded his head.
But Tommy didn't just start to push inside of Buck. No, he wiped his hand on the towel that was stuffed between the bed and the stand on Buck's side of the bed for these reasons, and then he kissed him.
Buck tried to lose himself in the kiss like he had before, but he kept thinking about the cock that was about to go inside of him.
"Relax," Tommy whispered.
"Trying."
"If you don't, I'm not doing it. That would hurt you more than anything. Evan, you can take it. There is going to be no pain, just a little ache as you're stretched wide. I promise. If something hurts, I'm doing it wrong." Tommy caught Buck's leg and pulled it up, opening him up more, and then his other hand was guiding his cock to Buck's hole.
The brush of the head over his hole was enough to make Buck jerk just a little bit. The head felt so big compared to his hole, but Tommy was right. He could take it. he could settle in and take this. His own cock wasn't a small thing, and Tommy had loved it inside of him. There was no length difference, but Tommy's cock was more girthy. Buck loved having his lips wrapped around it. He loved the heaviness of the cock in his mouth. He loved sucking on it.
"Relax," Tommy said, and he pushed in; the head was going inside of him.
Before Buck could even think, the head was fully inside, and Buck felt full already but not full enough. He forced his neck to relax, settling back on the pillow, and slowly, the rest of his body relaxed as well. He groaned when Tommy started to push in more. There was the slight ache that Tommy had been talking about. He remembered the first time he had taken a dildo up his ass. The woman who had wanted to fuck him had used a free dildo to open him before she used the strap-on on him.
"There you go, see." Tommy pushed in just a little more before he pulled back till just the head was inside of him.
"I..." Buck swallowed again, and he closed his eyes and enjoyed the feel of Tommy inside of him.
"Relax and let go," Tommy said.
Buck did, his body giving into the need to be one with the bed, one with everything, as Tommy slowly filled him up.
Tommy was slow and careful as he got inside of Buck, slow and sure, slow and steady, but making no mistake he planned to be inside of him. Tommy kept a steady pace until he was pressed all the way inside of him.
Buck wrapped his arms around Tommy and pulled him down to kiss him. Tommy didn't start to move; he just stayed pressed inside of him.
"I know you've had other things inside of you, but I can't help that little part of my hindbrain that loves that I'm the first real cock to be inside of you, Evan. The first cock to make a space inside of you and soon the first one to paint your insides with my release. To mark you as mine."
Buck kissed him, putting all of his emotions and thoughts into having that cock inside of him, even if Tommy wasn't moving in him. He groaned at the feeling and wanted to keep Tommy right where he was. He knew that outside of certain times, Tommy would have to move to get off, but at some point, Buck would see if his dirty talk and just squeezing the walls around Tommy's cock could get him off one day.
"Can I move?" Tommy asked when he broke the kiss to ask the question directly in the soft shell of Buck's ear.
"Yes."
Tommy pulled out, almost taking the head of his cock out before he pushed all the way back in. The pace was just as slow and steady as getting the whole cock inside of him had been.
That little fear that Buck had about the cock hurting him disappeared. Tommy was going to have to give him his cock as much as he wanted. He kind of wanted to be bent over the kitchen table and fucked now. A whole world had opened up to him in a way he never thought possible. They hadn't adventured much outside of the bedroom, bathroom, and living room when it came to anything sexy but getting on his and sucking Tommy to hardness, then draping himself over the counter that was at just the right height for him to be bent over and railed while dinner was cooking made buck want to do that now.
Tommy's slow pace was enough to drive him wild. Buck wanted to have something else going for him, but he didn't want to have to leave this position. Buck turned his head, and he kissed Tommy, sucking his tongue into his mouth as Tommy's pace started to quicken up. It felt good; he felt so fucking full, like when he had his mouth full of Tommy's cock. He wanted to keep on going and have it stay like that, but he also wanted more.
"Fuck me," Buck growled at Tommy.
Tommy dropped his head to Buck's shoulder, and he held on. He pulled Buck closer, canting his hips a different way. On his next push inside, Buck realized that Tommy had been holding back on filling him up as well because Tommy got deeper.
"I've never had someone take me so well. You are like you were made for me. Were you made for me, Evan?"
It was like the words sucked all the words out of his head. Buck tried to form a word, but there was nothing. He pressed his lips to Tommy's shoulder, and then he bit down. Holding onto him. Buck wasn't passive, pressing back into Tommy now that he knew how to move to make it feel good for himself and Tommy. To make this the best night of sex they had so far.
"Let go," Tommy said before he kissed Buck again, taking his breath away as he pushed an orgasm out of him.
Buck thought that he was wrecked for anyone else ever and that no cock but Tommy's would ever do.
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Explicit Sex
Fandom: 9-1-1
Relationships: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard
Tags: Established Relationship, Tommy Has A Big Cock
Summary: Buck knew he had to relax, but that was too big to fit.
Word Count:
Author Notes:
Buck let Tommy take him down onto the bed as they kissed. He didn't push back as he had the last few times, putting Tommy on his back on the bed. No, he just stared at Tommy as he smiled down at him before kissing him again. It was the kind of kiss that made Buck feel like he was drunk. It was the kind of kiss that had turned Buck's head the first time that Tommy had done it.
Getting his legs around Tommy, Buck kissed him back, trying to make him feel just as drunk as Buck felt. Their dinner had been here, Tommy cooking with Buck's help. There had been a lot of kisses then as well, with them almost burning parts of the dinner because they didn't want to stop kissing.
Buck tried to keep Tommy kissing him, but instead, Tommy pushed up on his hands and just stared at him. Tommy smiled as Buck tried to pout at him to get his mouth back on him.
"What do you want?" Tommy asked.
"More kissing."
"I know more kissing," Tommy said, a little brat in the tone. "But after that? Frottage again? Hand job? Oral? Anal? Just my fingers inside of you and making you see stars."
Buck swallowed because that had been a good night. When Tommy had done that, it felt like he had seen stars when he came. He had played with his prostate before, but there was something about someone else's fingers being buried in him and getting him off that had set him off.
They had done everything but one thing. Anal. Sort of. Buck had fucked Tommy not too long after they had gotten together. It wasn't that Buck didn't want to have that kind of sex. He had been pegged by women before. He had a period where it seemed that he found the women who were into that in every single town that he had moved to. Yet, there was one thing holding him back from letting Tommy have him that way.
One very big thing.
Tommy's cock.
Buck wanted to do it, but then he chickened out when he was put on the spot because Tommy had one of the biggest cocks that Buck had ever seen. Flaccid, the thing was huge, erect it was...Buck wasn't sure how Tommy had any blood left in his brain when he was hard.
"I see what you are thinking about, and just like every other time, we never have to."
"I want to. I am not afraid, not really. I just..." Buck wasn't sure how to put into words what he felt when it came to having that cock inside of him. There was a party that was afraid it was too big for him to get enjoyment out of it like he had the slimmer dildos he had before. Those had been a lot of fun, and he had reveled in being fucked like that. There was a small part of him that was afraid that he would love it so much that no one else would ever compare, and if he and Tommy had ended, he would have had something he couldn't have again.
"hard to put into words? How about we go slow? I'll start with my fingers and work up on them."
Buck nodded and reached up to cup the back of Tommy's head and pull him down again. They had to work themselves up again, or at least Buck needed to work himself up again because the talk had made his passion lessen a little bit.
"Relax," Tommy said.
"I will if you kiss me," Buck said.
Tommy chuckled but pressed his lips to Buck's mouth and waited just a few seconds before swiping his tongue across Buck's lips, asking for permission. They kissed again, their passion rising. Buck couldn't help the touching that he was doing. He needed to touch. There was so much that he loved about touching Tommy.
The added bonus was that Tommy started to work on getting them naked, tugging on things here and there, getting up, and breaking the kiss only to take off his shirt. They kept going until Tommy was still in his jeans while Buck was naked under him. Buck looked at Tommy's jeans as they both lay there panting.
"I need something to help me keep control. I went without underwear tonight, though. So, I'm closer than you think to being naked." Tommy sat up on his knees and reached over for the lube and condoms.
Buck reached out and took the condom from him, putting it back where it belonged. They had gotten tested early in the relationship when they both wanted something monogamous. Buck had never gone bare like that with someone until Tommy. With women, there was just too much of a chance of pregnancy if something went wrong with the cycle tracking or birth control. Taylor had been too scattered sometimes to take the pill, and she was late or early in taking it, which meant gaps in coverage.
"I wanna feel it." Buck swallowed at the look of hunger in Tommy's eyes at the idea of getting to fill him up. "If we get that far."
Tommy nodded, and he kissed him again, making Buck ache for the feeling of Tommy on top of him again, so he pulled him down and tried to get him to push more into him.
The snap of the lube cap had Buck shuddering, and then Tommy was moving him, getting his leg up and out, opening Buck up for him. Tommy kept on kissing him, so the fingers missed their mark a little, making Buck laugh into the kiss.
Sex was a lot of fun with Tommy; they laughed and had fun while they had sex. It felt good. It felt like they were building something.
Tommy pressed two fingers into him; the stretch was there, but nothing he wasn't used to. Buck made himself relax as he was filled with those fingers. He groaned when Tommy got them all the way inside of him, brushing his prostate with a knowing touch.
Buck broke the kiss and panted, his body aching for something that it wasn't going to get for a while. Buck sunk into the feel of the fingers inside of him, knowing that Tommy was much, much bigger. He groaned when he felt his body giving in to what Tommy wanted and relaxing more. Tommy pulled his fingers free, and he pushed back in with three.
"More," Buck said.
"I will when I'm ready, Evan."
Buck whined a little but wasn't aiming for Tommy to go fast. Tommy used his free hand and gave Buck a light tap on his hip.
"I should put you on your hands and knees and really work your hole open that way before putting you on your back again when I split you open with my cock."
Tommy's verbal foreplay was on point, just like everything else when it came to sex with Tommy. Buck could only swallow and nod at the idea of being fucked by him. he was so aroused that he would say yes in this instant to being fucked by him.
The only answer that Tommy gave was to get up and let Buck get himself to his knees before Tommy pushed him down. Pushing with a firm hand to his back until he was down on all fours. Tommy spread his legs just a little more, putting more pressure on Buck's arms to keep him in place but opening his ass just a little more.
The first two fingers traced his hole and pushed in just a little before coming back a little more slick. The pressure and angle were different and Buck loved it. He dropped his head and let it all wash over him. He let himself feel, not letting his head get the better of him.
Tommy fucked him with two fingers for a long time before he pulled out and pushed back in three, keeping them spread wide instead of making them into a cone shape, but Buck's ass took it. He wasn't sure what he was going to do about all of this, but he wanted it. He wanted the feel of being fucked open by Tommy's cock, at least now that the girth of it wasn't visible, and he wasn't thinking about it outside of the nebulous cock that was going to go inside of him.
By the time Tommy was working four fingers inside of him, Buck was right on edge. He wanted to get it over with. He wanted to be calmer, and he wanted to be settled down. He wanted Tommy inside of him, and that connection bloomed inside him.
There was only so much that he could take with this. He wanted to have it, and he wanted to keep going.
"ready?" Tommy asked.
Buck made a noise that was supposed to be a yes but it came out some mangled thing that he had no idea what it was. Yet, Tommy took it as an affirmative because he pulled his fingers free of Buck's ass. Buck dropped down as soon as the fingers were free, and then he rolled over onto his back, looking up at Tommy. He felt drunk, even more drunk than he had from Tommy's kisses.
He was fine. Right until Tommy squirted lube into his hand and then started to spread it on his cock. Buck realized that at some point when he had been on his hands and knees, Tommy had gotten his jeans off. He could see Tommy's cock jutting out, slick with lube, a lot of lube at that. More than Buck would have used, but Tommy was used to his cock and how much lube was needed. There was nothing that Buck could do but stare at it like it was going to bite him.
The only snake that he could think about was an anaconda which he had heard men use to refer to their cocks before. Still, Buck just stared. Tommy waited until Buck nodded his head.
But Tommy didn't just start to push inside of Buck. No, he wiped his hand on the towel that was stuffed between the bed and the stand on Buck's side of the bed for these reasons, and then he kissed him.
Buck tried to lose himself in the kiss like he had before, but he kept thinking about the cock that was about to go inside of him.
"Relax," Tommy whispered.
"Trying."
"If you don't, I'm not doing it. That would hurt you more than anything. Evan, you can take it. There is going to be no pain, just a little ache as you're stretched wide. I promise. If something hurts, I'm doing it wrong." Tommy caught Buck's leg and pulled it up, opening him up more, and then his other hand was guiding his cock to Buck's hole.
The brush of the head over his hole was enough to make Buck jerk just a little bit. The head felt so big compared to his hole, but Tommy was right. He could take it. he could settle in and take this. His own cock wasn't a small thing, and Tommy had loved it inside of him. There was no length difference, but Tommy's cock was more girthy. Buck loved having his lips wrapped around it. He loved the heaviness of the cock in his mouth. He loved sucking on it.
"Relax," Tommy said, and he pushed in; the head was going inside of him.
Before Buck could even think, the head was fully inside, and Buck felt full already but not full enough. He forced his neck to relax, settling back on the pillow, and slowly, the rest of his body relaxed as well. He groaned when Tommy started to push in more. There was the slight ache that Tommy had been talking about. He remembered the first time he had taken a dildo up his ass. The woman who had wanted to fuck him had used a free dildo to open him before she used the strap-on on him.
"There you go, see." Tommy pushed in just a little more before he pulled back till just the head was inside of him.
"I..." Buck swallowed again, and he closed his eyes and enjoyed the feel of Tommy inside of him.
"Relax and let go," Tommy said.
Buck did, his body giving into the need to be one with the bed, one with everything, as Tommy slowly filled him up.
Tommy was slow and careful as he got inside of Buck, slow and sure, slow and steady, but making no mistake he planned to be inside of him. Tommy kept a steady pace until he was pressed all the way inside of him.
Buck wrapped his arms around Tommy and pulled him down to kiss him. Tommy didn't start to move; he just stayed pressed inside of him.
"I know you've had other things inside of you, but I can't help that little part of my hindbrain that loves that I'm the first real cock to be inside of you, Evan. The first cock to make a space inside of you and soon the first one to paint your insides with my release. To mark you as mine."
Buck kissed him, putting all of his emotions and thoughts into having that cock inside of him, even if Tommy wasn't moving in him. He groaned at the feeling and wanted to keep Tommy right where he was. He knew that outside of certain times, Tommy would have to move to get off, but at some point, Buck would see if his dirty talk and just squeezing the walls around Tommy's cock could get him off one day.
"Can I move?" Tommy asked when he broke the kiss to ask the question directly in the soft shell of Buck's ear.
"Yes."
Tommy pulled out, almost taking the head of his cock out before he pushed all the way back in. The pace was just as slow and steady as getting the whole cock inside of him had been.
That little fear that Buck had about the cock hurting him disappeared. Tommy was going to have to give him his cock as much as he wanted. He kind of wanted to be bent over the kitchen table and fucked now. A whole world had opened up to him in a way he never thought possible. They hadn't adventured much outside of the bedroom, bathroom, and living room when it came to anything sexy but getting on his and sucking Tommy to hardness, then draping himself over the counter that was at just the right height for him to be bent over and railed while dinner was cooking made buck want to do that now.
Tommy's slow pace was enough to drive him wild. Buck wanted to have something else going for him, but he didn't want to have to leave this position. Buck turned his head, and he kissed Tommy, sucking his tongue into his mouth as Tommy's pace started to quicken up. It felt good; he felt so fucking full, like when he had his mouth full of Tommy's cock. He wanted to keep on going and have it stay like that, but he also wanted more.
"Fuck me," Buck growled at Tommy.
Tommy dropped his head to Buck's shoulder, and he held on. He pulled Buck closer, canting his hips a different way. On his next push inside, Buck realized that Tommy had been holding back on filling him up as well because Tommy got deeper.
"I've never had someone take me so well. You are like you were made for me. Were you made for me, Evan?"
It was like the words sucked all the words out of his head. Buck tried to form a word, but there was nothing. He pressed his lips to Tommy's shoulder, and then he bit down. Holding onto him. Buck wasn't passive, pressing back into Tommy now that he knew how to move to make it feel good for himself and Tommy. To make this the best night of sex they had so far.
"Let go," Tommy said before he kissed Buck again, taking his breath away as he pushed an orgasm out of him.
Buck thought that he was wrecked for anyone else ever and that no cock but Tommy's would ever do.